afternoon scotch... angels of light

no no i am not trying to say i am an angel, i refuse to be that kind of angel... once you have listened to 'angels of light's ' lyrics you realize it has nothing truly holy .. i love it .. it's middle of the day i am waiting for the bells to ring so i go to work... then i can eat . it's crazy all i had left in my fridge were little children's cup of chemical pudding, and veggies crackers, i am still trying to figure out if there is truly any vegetables for me in there. money release came in today , her name is sam, she's my new roomate, finally . i have hopes in there. 2 more weeks and i am finally going to Toronto... i can't wait , there is a coupe of person i want to see so bad. and i might even have money , last time i was there it was such a struggle to come back, almost impossible, i almost got drop in the middle of the ride back home, for a lack of money ....

it's funnt i finally switched when talking to people from '' i am not doing too good ''to i am actually fine, it would be ridicule to say i am not fine, i got a home, a job and a soon to be found 2000 dollars grant for my movie, but it's the jail type of grant , i have to stay ( kind of ) in the city for a year, right after 3 months straight of wanting to leave , i get my sentence .. one year more... i am wondering if i will truly be able to keep my kitchen job for one year ... lasting t'll christmas feels long already .... fall has just begun... i lovethe weather now, the wind more present , the slight cold on my face . i should go out , more often to wal... but wouldn't it be nice to walk with someone.... . in autumn's leaves. fall... for you ..